For the past 6 months or so I have been feeling really uninspired in life. I really don't know what to do with myself and then all of a sudden, will be run off my feet endless thoughts about what I could do and be, to then crash back down into this whirlpool.
I lead a privileged life. I have stuff. You know food, water, clothes, love, friends and fun. Sometimes or I should say a lot of the time I face a great disillusionment about who I am. What I can do to solve world peace. What the world owes. The mistakes I have made and the reasons I made them. I need to make more money. Money doesn't buy much other than said stuff but it still is important stuff... Westernisation vs Germinification.
Life can be a ball of craziness and I endeavour to tackle this ball of insanity here. I want to get back on track. I want to contribute more. I want my mind to have many outlets and not just one endless tunnel towards retirement.
This would be great. I would love to wake up mid-twenties and know what the hell I should be doing. I really would.
Will this happen? Who the f*&k knows!